[-†♥I'm sorry Its all that I can say♥†-]

2008-11-25T23:07:00.001+08:00

Corrupted. . .

2008-11-25T00:06:00.002+08:00

Saturday
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Nothing major happen today, just got my effing hair cut. Now look dam short and no fringe, du lan enough.

Sunday
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Didn't went church coz mum force me to cut my hair so I rebel o.o! Nothing major happen today.

Monday
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Woke up 6.45 by alarm, texted aaron if it was neccesary 4 mi to go coz i got nothing to do literally. He texted me back loads of craps, don't feel like going anw. So went back to sleep till 11+. Woke up did daily neccesities went Euding . At night watch chnl 8 show bo kiss lips , cmi actors . . . Then dotaed with cmi team again lose. Nb Z_z.
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Thanks for forgiving, but the scars will always be there no matter what. You didn't make things complicated, I was born with a complicated life itself. When the time comes . . . . . .

#16

2008-11-24T12:49:00.005+08:00

A post dedicated to Someone who I'm know your reading it now/whenever.

First of all, I would like to congratulate you for finding this blog somehow(through my friend's blog etc.) Its been awhile since we last talked. No I'm not trying to make fun of you neither I'm a two timer. I'm sorry I had to did that last time. I don't literally have a choice. Problems started to crop up out of nowhere, so I had to come down to that. I know truth hurts but you don't really know that much of me you use to know of. Ye when the time comes I will explain but its your choice, to forgive me / to not forgive me.You can label me whatever you desire.Hate me, Detest me, Kill me, but whatever it is , "I'm sorry its all that I can say." Ohh ye, Complicated life. . . .

#15

2008-11-24T12:42:00.002+08:00

If you had noticed, I haven't update my blog for quite awhile. The possible reasons are :
A) Im busy with life
B) SVA
C) I've got kidnapped (ZOMG ZOMG)
D)Im stuck in another dimension.(WTF)

I will try to update e blog for e past 3 days by tonight hopefully <_<.

#14

2008-11-22T00:57:00.002+08:00

Woke up 1 pm, din went for ava cos i dont need to. Did daily neccesities. Eud till 3 + dota till night. Lost 2 matches with cmi stuffs. Don't wanna comment bout it. . ..
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cmi.... don't see any teamwork .

2008-11-21T22:28:00.000+08:00

Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

#13

2008-11-19T21:26:00.002+08:00

01. What have you been doing recently?
>SVA

02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
>Sometimes.

03. What happened at 10.00am today?
> In school doing SVA .

04. When did you last cry?
>I don't know o.o? Kinda long ago

05. Believe in fate/destiny?
>Kinda

06. What do you want in your life right now?
> Happiness, FREEEDOM oO

07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
> No I Spartaed in the rain.

08. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
> Pillow - For sleeping duh

09. What bottom are you wearing now?
> Pants? What the hell has this question gotta do with me

10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
> "Lol"

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
>No o.o

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
>The hell? Am i that poor to do that?

13. What was the last movie you caught?
> High School Musical 3

14. What are you proud of?
>My Skateboard!

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
> "K"- Terence - 4th Nov. I can't save more than 1k smses o.o

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
> Im not insane.

17. Do you have any nicknames?
> Nach0s , Plenty ^^

18. What does your last received text message say?
> 10+ dota agn? - Asraf

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
> 2 am

20. Are you currently happy?
>No I hate my relic comp.

21. Who gives you best advice?
>None

22. Do you eat whipped cream out of a can?
> Never tried that before o.o

23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
>No one o.o?

24. Is anything bugging you right now?
> SVA for the past few weeks and currently still having. Giving me plenty of sleepless nights / not much rest ( I don't sleep in the afternoon)

25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
> Youtube - Epic!!

26. Do you wear toe socks?
> The hell o_O? NO

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
> Asraf

28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
> No im not emo o.o

29. What annoys you most in a person?
> Retardedness , born to fail , attitude

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
> Yes O.o (Someone) :D

31. Have you ever done cocaine?
> Wtf if i did , i would be in jail now fag .

32. What is the colour of your room?
> I got no room :DD

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
> Hell yeah, if i really hate that person that is.

34. Do you believe in the saying : talk is cheap?????
> No idea.

35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
>Me,myself and I

36. Who was the last person to hug you?
> Can't Remember o.o? mum?

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
> Can't remember o.o? kinda long ago
38. Do you have a life?
> Kinda i guess. For now im stuck with SVA though

39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didnt die?
> No o.o

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
> Meant alot to me :D

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
> I hardly had any dreams. Nor i can remember.

42. Last time you smiled?
> Today fag.

43. Have you changed this year?
> Ye , i picked up skateboarding this year ^^. Went lan more frequently.

44. What are you listening right now?
> Yellowcard - Only one

45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
> Im watching teebee, your telling me to talk to the flashing box?

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
> Open, was that a stupid question?

47. Is there a quote you live by?
> "I'm sorry, Its all that I can say"

48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
> Ye )":

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
> No, though i wanna play a drum !!!

50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?
> For offing my handphone yesterday, causing me to wake up late for SVA

51. What are you doing last night at 11pm?
> Dota!

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
> I got no love life.

53. What song best describe your love life?
> Faber Drive - Tongue tied

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
> No :D

55. Who always make you laugh?
> I make other people laugh.

56. Do you speak other language other than English?
> Wanted to speak french ):

57. Favourite website(s)?
> Youtube, Asiasoft forum, Explosm.net

58. What's your middle name?
> ?_?

59. What are you doing tomorrow?
> SVA dammit.

60. What do you think you are like?
> I"m a one of a kind

61. Who will you choose to die with?
> No idea yet.

62. Where have you been today?
> School, T-mart.

63. What game do you play often?
> DotA!!! O2mania!!! Eudemonsonline!!!

64. Who are you missing right now?
> Friends, holidays brought them away .

65. If you have to choose between friend and love, who will you choose?
> A friend.

66. What are you doing right now?
> Watching TEEBEE!!!

67. Which primary school are you from?
> East View

68. Name 3 colours that you like?
> Black, White, Red

69. What emotion you like to show?
> Boredom, hyper activeness

70. What is your life to you?
> ComplicateDD

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
> Keep it to myself o.o

72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
> Avaians

73. Who do you admire most??
> Me,myself and I

74. Which month are you born in?
> December

75. How are you feeling right now?
> DAM TIRED and sleepy.

76. What is the time now?
> 9.48 fool

77. What kind of person do u think the one who tagged you is?
> An awesome friend~!

78. What colour did you use to dye hair?
> No o.o If i had the chance i will dye maybe yellow/brown?

79. Why are you doing this test?
> For the sake of boredom and because rain jie asked me to O:

80. What do you do when you're moody?
> Kpkb LOL

81. At which age you wish to get married?
> Im kinda young ya noe?

82. Who is more important to you?
> Friends, Families

83. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
> Take a flight to a snowy region. Enjoy life to the fullest at there

84. Who is the person you trust the most?
> Myself and few other friends

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
>Sometimes

86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
> I have many dreams. . .

87. What is your goal for this year?
> Get a new comp

88. Do you believe in eternity love?
> I don't know o.o

89. What feeling do you love most?
>Happy, Crazy and wild o.o

90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
> Thanks Captian Obvious

91. What feeling do you hate most?
> Remorseful, Sadness ):

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
> Quite

93. Do you believe in God?
> Ye I do.

94. Who cares for you most?
> I don't know o.o

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
>Friendship and families + pets XD

96. What will you bring when you fight?
> If it was imaginary , keyblades. If it was real, a gun/ katana o.o

97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
> For having to born In Singapore , seriously. But i met friends over here D:

98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
> Awesome I can have my own freedom and do whatever I want o.o . But i will regret it later on <_<

99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
> Put a curse on her seriously =/

100. How do you feel now?
> Dam tired u faggot.

Survery sent by Rain Jie!! Thanks for killing my boredom D:

2008-11-19T00:38:00.002+08:00

Woke up at 8.30, found out phone alarm din wake me, was late for sva. Chionged daily neccesities and waited at the bus stop with my skateboard which has a long irritating wait. Bus came ard 20 mins later, bused it to t-mart. Went to kopitiam take chopsticks and rushed to sch comp lab 3. Reach comp lab 3, surprise surprise, saw Mdm Tan. Forget to greet her swt. Did sva till 11+,close shop, went to t-mart eat lunch with ava. Bused home with asraf and dotaed with terence,asraf,wk,aaron,kang. Dota and eude all the way till now. I did watched the chnl 8 show at 9pm. Boring. . . . Ain't gonna be a movie outing tmr but got lan. Gonna go IT FAIR next wk to check out e ram prices. Nxt day ava again, do sva stuffs, need wake up early swt.
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Pudge 34-4 D:

#12

2008-11-18T00:39:00.002+08:00

Woke up 6.30 by phone alarm, was dam early la =.=! Asraf gave me a wakeup call at 6.45 incase that i went back to sleep. Bathe brush teeth open comp on Eud set up shop to sell my stuffs. Left house at 7.35 carrying my skateboard to sch(Aaron needed it for filming wtf ._.) Met asraf below my block, he brought a plastic bag thats not really that big but can fit half the size of my board = =. Waited at bus stop for dam long before the double deck bus came. Bused all the way to ESSS and went comp lab 3 to store my board. I was 2 mins early ._.! Went to T-mart to buy my waffle breakfast and for asraf also, walked back to school, reach e hall. Can't find Mr.Tan and Asraf , walk 1 big round back to comp lab 3 and found out he was at the other side of the hall. . . Walked back to the hall again saw gallery open. Pass asraf his waffle and i ate mine and chiong down to below. Sitted in class, register position Teacher talk blah blah blah blah. Recieved my streaming results, Dam stressed! Got into 3N1 wees. Taking POA Phsy/Chem and SS/Hist. Song! Went back to comp lab 3 saw Terence playing with my skateboard, he tio meh LOL! Did Sva stuffs till 11+, close shop, went to T-Mart eat. Bought Fishball dry, the auntie din give me chilli swt taste dam bland. Bought bubbletea and bused home. Reach home stomachache wtf, while in the toilet it was rainning swt. . . Dotaed with aaron,asraf and terence at 1.30, won o_o!!! Dota till bout 3.30, Login to eude found server down. Watched youtube vids till 5 and try again still down. Use e live support for e first time. Talk with e gm tell him my prob he ask for my pass and ID ._. swt lol. Ask for other solutions and i tried almost all till he tell me:"Reinstall Eude." Thats like downloading it takes 2 hours. . . no choice sianed. Msn tio dc then i relogin, Jacky(Junior) come msg me. Bo liao msn me crap. Tell him i settling stuff, not in e mood to talk to him, he kp me more. Fking dulan wan guai lan me till like that. Invite Terence + WK + asraf to Conv. He no face talk then hum say go watch movie den zao. lame shyt why do such ppl even exisit. . . Dl eude and update alot progs + delete alot progs from my comp. Dl new msn which seems to suck worst than MSN +. Eude dl finish le, install to my comp, can login liao =.= . Dotaed with terence + asraf. Pudge ftw o_o!!! Won . Then 12.30 le, dam tired wake up so early, gonna try to sell my stuff for awhile be4 watching teebee then go slp.
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Retarded + Useless people shouldn't exist .

#11

2008-11-16T00:36:00.002+08:00

OH crap i forget what time i wake up today but Holiday seems pretty boring . . .
Woke up at an unknown time(I've forgotten) Blah blah blah did daily necessities etc etc. Euded all the way till 6. Dotaed with asraf + terence till 7+. Eude back all the way till 11 and Dotaed with asraf + terence. Both 2 matches won. Sianed boring day ._. Shitty weather dosen't allow me to skateboard. Screw the weather!! SCREW THE WEATHER ARGH. Gonna Eude now, gonna have a mount soon wees. Dang gotta go church tmr need wake up early sianed!!
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Epic. . .

#10

2008-11-15T19:40:00.001+08:00

Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

HAHA EPIC LOL

#9

2008-11-15T00:17:00.002+08:00

Woke up at 10+, did daily neccesities, Then eude all the way to 2+. Bathe, took bus to Tampines Int to meet up with Mum+ Cousins. Bused to Singapore Expo for food fair. Spam sample foods all the way grabbing everything i could find ! After for sometime, we stopped walking around the food fair and find places for us to eat O:. Ate a ripped off laksa soup that taste like shyt, Shark fin soup with chilli sauce thats WTF? =.= Bought kebab $5 EFFING NICE BUDOH! Oh gawd its dam nice even though its exp. Bought another for supper before going home. Taxied home in a mercede Benz thats dam exp also =.= . Reach home eude and DotA till 9+ . Nigel jio me for 5v5 match, steady! 9.50 gather my team ready, 10 msned nigel hes effing afk. . . Kns making me dam stressed up cos my friends dam du lan . Wait till 1020 he back where my team already in match le . . . Kp at him for being a cbk(LOL) and settle the match at 11. Both teams are ready for the match, joined nigel's game, my team was like AOE SHYT COMBO? 1st game hosted someone fking pp? Think he was gonna see wad we pick so can counter. Remaked, 2nd game my teammate chose the same again and amazingly, their team all counter heros o_o! Me pudge fb nigel in mid lane. Pwn their asses and they accuse me + 2 other friends of mhing( Dang did they ever heard of FOG or blind hook ) Nubcake sore losers threaten to beat me up and say NA suck bla bla blah like i ever give a shyt about it. Scolded my team dawgs, dawgs that pwn? Dosen't that make it worst HAH JOKE! Say wad sec 2 noob shyt swt -.- i pwn them hai <_------------------------------------------------------
YAWN EPIC FAILURES --> Nigel's Team(Not Nigel himself, he aint guai lan as his friends)

#8

2008-11-14T20:46:00.003+08:00

http://forums.playpark.net/showthread.php?t=525177

Epic Email ^^^^^^
Sorry didn't update yesterday was busy.

#8

2008-11-14T20:46:00.000+08:00

[img]http://www.geekologie.com/2008/11/13/spider-2.jpg[/img]

Epic Email ^^^^^^
Sorry didn't update yesterday was busy.

#7

2008-11-12T23:55:00.002+08:00

Lucky 7th post ~
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Asraf texted me at 7 a.m to wake up, phone alarm rung too, damn noisy. Went back to sleep for 15 mins, woke up later and did daily neccesities. Waited downstairs for Asraf at 7.30, he came at 7.50 swt =.=!! Bused together with him to T-Mart. Weather was effing cold budoh. Bought waffle for breakfast and walked to Comp Lab 3. Reach comp lab unexpectedly EARLY TODAY, thought it was the last day, it wasn't ._. . Did sva stuffs, Kang came later and gave me a effing gay friendship hug thats INFECTED WTF . Fking tight then neck pain, 1m rule from him now D: . Kang and the other teachers gave us their opinions about e video, Sux D:. Gotta admit it does kinda sux and boring. RESTARTED From scratch , dang gonna stay back next week again. . . Went to eat at T-MArt kopitiam aft SVA with kang,aaron,wk and asraf. Discussed bout lan outing later. Bused home with asraf aft lunch. Imbal weather today dam cold. Came home no electricity due to construction works in my area for quite long. No choice gotta bathe cold water in cold weather fk =.= went to sleep after that, was late for lan outing ._. . Called asraf he also sleeping =.=. Reached Safra at 2.50+, surpose to reach at 2.30 though. IM sorry rawr. Played alot fun games with the ava gang at lan. Pudge wars was screwd by a dimension bug. Red alert was screwd with connection error. Werewolf was screwd by me delaying LOL. Went home aft lan with the ava gang at 6.30 +. Walked home with asraf talking bout some lame shyt stuffs. Reach home, started to rain wtf =.= . Dotaed with terence and asraf at 8 + then watch my show at 9. After 10 dotaed again with terence + asraf + wk. Now gonna dota with them again and later watch my show. Woos gonna sleep like theres no tmr since no ava tmr and no plans. Wanna skateboard dang but dam busy ._.
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The weather is just too imbal cold

#6

2008-11-12T01:18:00.002+08:00

Woke up at 7.30 by phone alarm again, off it went back to sleep. Woke back up at 8.30, realising i was late ONCE again, rain jie texted me too to wake up. CHionged stuffs and daily neccesities . Saw Bus 28 while on the way walking to bus stop, ran towards for e bus! Then a surprise, I saw a PE teacher from my sch o_o!!! Bused down to T-mart, bought waffle for breakfast and walked to comp lab 3. Did some sva stuffs then asraf came later.Crap with Danny and and AVA membs about dling stuffs from the internet. They say illegal but its call sharing to me O:! LIMEWIRE FTW! Before ending SVA, Mr Tan told us theres job vacancies at the National Library- $6-$8 an hour. WTF!! Good offer. Everyone started calling the hotline(except for some of us) and started applying the job. I will call tmr during sva o_o. Went to KFC ate with Aaron and asraf for lunch. Bused home with asraf after lunch, discussing about combos and dota ~. Saw a familiar face while jaywalking. Reach home, went to sleep for awhile ? Dad came home watch his movie. Dunno about 1 Band which i think the show not bad. Dotaed at 3 with Asraf. Got 4 first blood in 4 matches respectively in a row. First blood spree! Watch teebee chnl 8 at 9 till 10. Dotaed with asraf,terence,wk. Lost =.= lame shyt match. Now gonna watch tv again. Too bored. Tommorow SVA whuts so fun about it. More interested in the job though. If i work for 3 weeks- Weekdays, i would get my PSP and new skateboard in no time!!! Going lan tmr . Saturday movie @@ looking forward to it.
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I found my youtube downloader O:!!! Wewt it works.
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#5

2008-11-11T18:22:00.002+08:00

Posting 2 insane stuffs. Coming up O:

Drum Mania ^^^^^^^

Beatmania ^^^^^^^

Both of them are seriously insane @@?
Will update e blog be4 i sleep again as usual !

#4

2008-11-11T01:10:00.002+08:00

4th Post!

As im typing this, the monitor is the only light source in my hall @_@ an ant is on my monitor screen i repeat an flying huge ant is on my computer screen.

Woke up at 7.30 by phone alarm, off it went back to sleep(Crap theres ava.) Woke up back at 9+ someone texted me either rain jie or wk? Look at my phone clock, WTF 9.30! 8.30 should be at COMP LAB 3 FOR SVA!!!! Ah nvm late for the past SVA anw. Rushed bathe + do other daily neccesities+found rain jie texted me to enjoy my SVA !! O:. Was rainning like hell while im waiting for the bus at the bus stop. Bus came 10 mins later, Bus-ed to T-Mart! Reach T-mart in 5 mins, was dam fast? Bought chocolate waffle and walked under the heavy rain towards sch. Shiok budoh walking under the rain. In comp lab 3, i was seriously drenched, dam wet everywhere but i enjoyed it :D! Air con cold like wtf and when i open the door everyone looked at me o_O!!! Did Sva stuffs till 12.30+( I was an effing stuntmen cool oO!) Ate lunch with Aaron and WK at kopitiam. Wk rushed off early as he got stuffs to do. Kept spamming Aaron with his BEN 10 addiction while in SVA and after wk left. Bought bubble tea and bused home. Reach home at abt 2+, no one was at home. Shiok! Blast my songs from my comp effing loud while i went to bathe LOL! Neighbour din complain rawr. Dotaed/Msned till 9. Watched e chnl 8 show, plot getting more interesting. Msned from 10-11 and I found out something! One of my Fav Series is showed on Okto chnl(Mind your language) was effing funny. Hosted game aft e show and Dotaed with Terence and Asraf. Hard hard match. 1 hour 15 mins + game. Almost lost though T^T!!! Now gonna watch cable TEEBEE . . . . . boredom.Tmr need report at 8.30 again swt. I will try my best to wake up early for the sake of SVA :D!!!
Oh ya, and .....
Happy Bday Wen Ting Jie!!
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Boredom kills my soul today zomgwtfbbq

#3

2008-11-10T16:16:00.000+08:00

RISE AGAINST FOREVER@ HELL YEA!

It kills me not to know this but I've all but just forgotten
What the color of her eyes were and her scars or how she got them
As the telling signs of age rain down a single tear is dropping
Through the valleys of an aging face that this world has forgotten
There is no reconciliation that will put me in my place
And there is no time like the present to drink these draining seconds
But seldom do these words ring true when I'm constantly failing you
Like walls that we just can't break through until we disappear

So tell me now
If this ain't love then how do we get out?
Because I don't know
That's when she said I don't hate you boy
I just want to save you while there's still something left to save
That's when I told her I love you girl
But I'm not the answer for the questions that you still have

But the day pressed on like crushing weights
For no man does it ever wait
Like memories of dying days
That deafen us like hurricanes
Bathed in flames we held the brand
Uncurled the fingers in your hand
Pressed into the flesh like sand
Now do you understand?

So tell me now
If this ain't love then how do we get out?
Because I don't know
That's when she said I don't hate you boy
I just want to save you while there's still something left to save
That's when I told her I love you girl
But I'm not the answer for the questions that you still have

1000 miles away
There's nothing left to say
But so much left that I don't know
We never had a choice
This world is too much noise
It takes me under
It takes me under once again
I don't hate you
I don't hate you

So tell me now
If this ain't love then how do we get out?
Because I don't know
That's when she said I don't hate you boy
I just want to save you while there's still something left to save
That's when I told her I love you girl
But I'm not the answer for the questions that you still have

I don't hate you
I don't hate you, no

Will update e blog later be4 i sleep

#2

2008-11-10T00:30:00.002+08:00

This is a post that my dearest friend- CHARGEE wants me to update my blog ._.?

Woke up at 8.30, brushed my teeth, bathe , ate the leftovers home cook dinner(Last night, its good D:) went to church with my mum. Rawr. Church people greeted me i sorta dao them(Hey i did it everytime)Blah blah sang songs, read bible, slept during pastor talking(Too tired, and thats what i did everytime) 11.30 took bus home with mum, didn't attend bible study as usual I didn't bother to attend, too boring - -! 12 reach home change back to home clothes and went lan with Wei Yang~ Lost 1 match ._.? Imba feeder team hai . . .~ 4.45 reach home on comp and start dotaing~ 5 eat dinner on the comp table o_o? Was black peper meat + pasta <-- Pasta taste like shit was effing cold ZOMG!!! Drank apple juice (brown colour wtf?) tastes nice and Dotaed till night. Didn't get to watch Madagascar on channel 5, Dad watching chnl U ... swt = =. . . Rain jie texted me at 10+ just to say good night @@ Whut an awesome sis O:!!! Currently trying to kill my boredom by blogging. Sianed tmr ava need wake up early but i always came 1 hour later anw didn't get scolded for being late too! Sweet. Whole week gonna be stolen by AVA. nooo!! T^T
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Screw leg cramps... RAWR

#1

2008-11-08T17:15:00.000+08:00

Blah first post,
Testing
Testing. . .